A Wow Moment....

Today at work as I was literally working on 7 things at one time, I was thinking about my co-workers. Why? Because some of my fellow teachers and administrators are simply fabulous but some....hehehehe......are cesspools of negativity and gloom. I listen to the perpetual "bitchers" (my words)......life always sucks, work sucks, their spouse sucks as does their dog, kids, curtains, hair, lot in life and car. (LOL!) Let me just tell you folks tease me sometimes at work because I am a Happy Camper. Yes, I am that lady that wants everyone to Pass the Spirit stick and STOP Freakin sweating the small stuff. (As many of us know....it is ALL small stuff). Anyway, something INSANE happened at work today. It is spring break in my county, which means no students or traditional teachers...just administration and Educational Trainers(Teaches new teachers), etc. Well, today we had a team building conference..yeah..a riot, anyway there were all 35 of us there and some of the comments, I wish you guys could have heard them. NEVER think that just because someone is a Teacher, means they are a super positive person. NO....I learned that about 10 minutes after I graduated from College (undergrad) in my first classroom.
Anyway, I was laughing to myself about the surprise many of my co-workers will exhibit when I show up pregnant one day at work. Like I mentioned previously....I LOVE my Job and most of the folks there BUT it isn't my style to share all my BIZ-ness (like the spelling?) at work. I don't want anyone at work to know I am TTC because of the constant questions & asking when I will know etc...plus if it takes awhile I will see that stinking pity look that I CAN NOT Stand. Once it happens, I will tell my close friends as soon as I feel like....when...who knows. I have 5 SUPER close friends I promised to tell them right away....other than that......I will do what I feel like doing.
*On a sad note, last night I had such a realistic dream about my Fiance....it was as if he was still alive & we were bickering about which vehicles have the best ratings, etc. I PRAY that if you are reading this you NEVER find out what it is like to find your SOUL MATE...spend YEARS together & then BAM....lose him/her suddenly. I am truly on the other side now but in all honesty I wouldn't wish the experience on my worst enemy. (Years have passed now). Why, am I mentioning this? Because I started this blog as an outlet for anything I feel like sharing, so honesty is my policy.