To Clarify

Well, I wanted to take more time this evening to go a little further into my 10 DPO conclusions explanation. OK, in the past each time I have tried Donor Sperm (2x) I got a BFP both times. Each time I get the cramps, the bloating, Nausea, Tender Tatas, the works. Each time I received the BFP on the HPT. Also, each time I am not able to hold onto the BFP very long and the short term pregnancy ends. This stage is setting up exactly the same but this time it is a little worse because I never even got the BFP yet. The spotting is increasing off & on (w/some clots) which in general IB is not supposed to do. Anything is possible so I still have hope but ladies, it doesn't look that good.
**Now, most importantly I have FINALLY decided to go get checked out 100% from a doctor. Yep, I get Pap Smears each year & that is it in that region of my body. NEVER had a fertility work up or anything. Not the smartest thing I have ever done but hey I figure it is TIME and in the real world with folks and partners they try for a while w/out medical work ups.. If the BFN stays and my period comes as planned. I am scheduling an appointment to get the full battery work up. If something needs to be adjusted I will do that for 2-3 tries and if that doesn't pan out, I am going to go to a RE that I have researched. I figure no matter what else happens, I will at least have a plan. I want a healthy pregnancy in 2011.