Thursday, April 26, 2007

And then there was NONE

Well, I wanted to get on very quickly to at least let everyone know I am still alive. My "Baby" however is not. Needless to say, I was right my pain was not normal and I have been in the hospital for 2 days. (Out Now) I lost the baby. I want to thank EVERYONE for such an overwhelming positive response of Congratulations. I appreciate EACH & EVERY ONE. In a few days I promise to re-count exactly what happened, etc. Now......I just don't have the strength. Really what else can you say after you lose what seems like a Bucket of blood and HUGE blobs of tissue that you are told were the makings of your "baby." No words really seem to fit right now...

22 comments:

Chelle said...

Oh, Candi - I'm SO very sorry. I had this feeling that you were in the hospital. I hope you're okay, albeit drained emotionally and physically. It is wonderful to know that you can get pregnant--and so quickly!--but horrible that it didn't work out this time. I send you my love and hopes for quick healing!! xoxo

Vanessa said...

Oh Candice, thats so devistating. My heart hurts for you right now. I know that right now its all so hard to understand, but Im so glad that you are ok, so to speak. I will be praying and sending well wishes your way.

XOXO

Jen said...

Candace,
Your blog is the first one that I've been checking in the morning and then again when I get home from work these past few days. I've been hoping that it wasn't bad news. I am so, so sorry that this happened but glad that you are out of the hospital. You will be back in the game in no time and we're all waiting for that sticky BFP that's soon to come. Rest and take care of yourself and know that you are in my thoughts (and everyone else's judging by all the concerned posters).

ProfCJ said...

Oh damn :( :( :( I was hoping that if being in the hospital was keeping you away from the computer, it was for some other reason. ((((Huge hugs)))) & best wishes for recovering.

Special K said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. My sister miscarried 3 times so I can understand the pain. Although I've never been there myself. But she also has 4 children so find some peace in that as well. It will happen for you too. Hang in there and take care of yourself.

dreambaby said...

Oh Sweety! My heart aches for you! I am SO SO sorry that after all this, it didn't work out.

I too have been checking your blog daily and was praying so much that you were ok. I'm hoping you recover quicky, and remember, I've miscarried three times so I understand how difficult it is to deal with the thoughts and feelings regarding it. Please email me if you'd like to talk or vent.
With much love,
dreambaby

The Milk Maid said...

I'm sorry for your loss. Rest, recouperate, and heal. We're all thinking of you!

singletracey said...

Oh Candace... I am so sorry. I will send healing thoughts and prayers your way.

battynurse said...

Candace, I am so very very sorry. I wish I had more words to make you feel better but know that I am sending healing thoughts and hugs your way.

Michelle said...

Hey girly, I know EXACTLY how you feel. I just went thourgh this with my baby at 7 weeks. It is not easy. It will be hard and emotional for a while. I am still trying to get past it. But there is a plan for you. It will happen. Keep your head up and believe in yourself even when its tough.
Please email me if you need to. Nicksboo824 at yahoo dot com
You are lucky to have gone through this at the hospital. I was home alone and it was so incredibly hard with Nick being in Iraq. Ugh, I dont even want to remember that...just email me if you feel a need. I am always at the computer when I am home. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

S&C said...

I am sorry for your loss. I have been there too :-( It sucks and is unfair and hurts so bad but it does get better. Please take care of yourself!

Unknown said...

I am so sorry Candance. Please take care of yourself and the time you need to grieve.

SJayneI said...

So sorry to hear. Sending healing thoughts and prayers your way.

The Mother Hen said...

So sorry hon. I know it is hard. I hope you are feeling better soon.

Anns said...

I am so sorry to hear what happened to you and if it makes you feel any better please know that you are not alone - as you can see I'm going through my own crisis as well.

Please stay strong.
Anns xo

Anonymous said...

Just want to add that my thoughts are with you, too. I am so sorry for your loss and wish you all the best!

Kelli said...

Oh Candace,
I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending you big hugs and keeping you in my thoughts.

Deena said...

Candace,
Gosh, what a shock. I was out last week and just found out the news this morning. I am so sorry. I am praying for peace, understanding and healing. I hope you feel better soon...take care of yourself and know that we are all thinking about you and praying for you. I will light a candle for you...take it easy.
Deena

Unknown said...

I am just stopping back by to check on you... I have been thinking of you and hoping you are feeling a bit better.

Chelle said...

Sending you more hugs.

underdog said...

candace,
I am so sorry. I am just reading this and my heart goes out to you.

The Mother Hen said...

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I hope you are healing and doing well.